it's becoz i love you,..

we saw an accident last wednesday.
motorbike accident next to my house. one victim died and the other one coma.
that night when we went to sleep, my husband told me something.

  "...you know sweety, accident happen every minute on the road. 
 you saw what happened today, and you knew very well the risk of driving your own vehicle. 

it's not that i hate to see you drive your own motorbike, but i'm really afraid if something bad happen on you. 
i know that you're mad at me becoz i don't allow you to drive.
you can't drive it well. you just learn how to ride it these last two months. 
yes i'm the one who bought that motorbike as present for you, but i just can't let you having accident.
 do you know why? 
it's becoz i love you so much, babe. 
 you're my wife, my life, mother of my kid. 
i want you to be safe anytime wherever you go, whatever you do. 
i know, destiny is in God's hand. but at least i still can be your guardian, to take good care of you. please understand me if i say no each time you ask.."

 at that point, i'm melted.. speechless, don't know what to say.
before i always really mad at him, hate him for not allowing me to drive my own motorbike.
he's the one who gave it to me, but how come he didn't allow me.
 but that night i really understand, that his love is bigger than his logical thinking.
yeah i realize that i'm not a good driver at all.
i just learn how to ride it these months.
lucky me, to have such a very patience husband.
 he knows very well how hard it is to be me.
but he choose to stay with me and stand still until today.
i thank God to have him in my life.